At 400+ pounds, I finally pushed myself to get the Lap-Band surgery. This is the tale of how I'm trying to become the woman inside of me that's fighting to get out.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Uggggh...Sore

I'm definitely not feeling any restriction. Now that I'm consciously not snacking, I'm hungry a lot more. I was starving by lunchtime today, I had oatmeal for breakfast. I was hungry last night around 10 PM, after I had a pretty big dinner. I think some of it is mental, that I just WANT to eat something, not that my body is really hungry (but it was hunger at lunch today).

I got stuck doing some extra stuff at work before I had to leave so I was afraid I wouldn't get to the gym. I hauled ass though and got out in time to get in before the door locked. About 5 minutes into the bike, my thighs were killing me and I seriously thought about stopping early and going home. I kept saying "okay, 5 more minutes and I'll stop" and I just kept saying that until I got through the 15 minutes. The elliptical seems like it's getting a LITTLE easier, but I'm still exhausted by the end of my 5 minutes. I want to try doing it before the bike so I'm not so tired and sore already, but then I don't think I'd have any energy left for the bike at all.

I'm proud of myself though--a few months ago, I would have made excuses to either skip the gym or purposely stay late at work to miss it, now I really push myself to get out on time so I can make it down there.

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